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"You make me brave every time I see You smile. I see it clear; I am Yours!" - Charlie Hall

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I'd forgotten I started a blog awhile back stating "I'm 38 years old and newly single" eh hm... make that 43 years old now and newly nothing. I have a 12 year old son (how did he get to be 17 and so grown up and independent?) and a 3 1/2 year old daughter (8 1/2 now? Really?!? in a blink... in a tiny, innocent appearing blink the clock leaps forward) who are the most fantastic kids! My son, the percussionist and nerdy intellectual with a heart the biggest I've seen who unfortunately drives a whole lot like his mother and my daughter, the artist who seems to manipulate any medium into her own perceptions and then explains it with great articulation, yet who will still not converse with anyone aside from her father, her brother, myself and a small handful of peers. Will of steel and it will serve her well!

Monday, April 17, 2006

Loving the unlovely.

HOW??? How is a person supposed to love someone society views as a monster? Someone who has NO regard for another's life - no regard for other's feelings? Someone willing to go to any length to satisfy a pleasure or obsession? Am I to have sympathy out of a perspective of pity regarding mental illness? Somehow that feels like a cop out. Am I to take on the attitude that "God loves you so should I?" Again - cop out! I want to scream - how could He love you? How could He see this coming and NOT stop it! And yeah, I know all the "appropriate" answers, but I REFUSE to put those in writing at this point. It's something that will have to work through me first. I could give every trite, expected "good Christian" cliche but I won't - not here - not now. How do we love justice AND have mercy? I'm not capable and I KNOW that's part of the answer. But right now - justice is at the top of my list for this creep! THE END

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