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"You make me brave every time I see You smile. I see it clear; I am Yours!" - Charlie Hall

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I'd forgotten I started a blog awhile back stating "I'm 38 years old and newly single" eh hm... make that 43 years old now and newly nothing. I have a 12 year old son (how did he get to be 17 and so grown up and independent?) and a 3 1/2 year old daughter (8 1/2 now? Really?!? in a blink... in a tiny, innocent appearing blink the clock leaps forward) who are the most fantastic kids! My son, the percussionist and nerdy intellectual with a heart the biggest I've seen who unfortunately drives a whole lot like his mother and my daughter, the artist who seems to manipulate any medium into her own perceptions and then explains it with great articulation, yet who will still not converse with anyone aside from her father, her brother, myself and a small handful of peers. Will of steel and it will serve her well!

Monday, May 08, 2006

A trying day...

I rolled out of bed this morning in a relatively good mood. After not working all weekend, Monday was far better than usual. That is until my little one got up puking. Poor kid! That alone would have been a bad deal, but she'd had fever last week followed by a rash (and for those of you who knew about our last rash experience, you can imagine my panic) and now puking - ugh. Once I realized this had nothing to do with the previous issues and was probably a simple tummy bug I was able to cope like usual - laundry, cleaning spots on the carpet, bathing, and most of all holding a tired, frustrated, sick little girl. All part of being a mommy.

Then I had the realization that I was fortunate to have these "chores" to do, when I read the discription of a young family with children ranging age 3-19 who will have to live without their mom who succumbed to illness this weekend.

Add to that a traveling husband and a phone call telling us an aunt is on life support ready to die and my day quickly went from cheery and upbeat to blah.

And I guess this is the part where I'm supposed to either say "life sucks" or "...but I realize all this is blah, blah, blah and I have reconciled it all now". But you know what, I have no desire to say either. I just want to leave it at "It's been a sad day" and let that be that.

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